i ponder

It's been 3 days since she flew off. The first day was the toughest for me. The sudden halt of the frequent SMS really made me lose myself. I couldn't focus at all. All I could do that day was to distract myself by doing something without thinking much. I couldn't get the hang of not receiving and replying her SMS so many times daily since she came back from China. It was one of the worst days in my life.